Ok, now I’m able to talk about this. A couple of months ago, last year, when I didn’t have a job, I went to this government institution to have an interview, they told me that they were going to call me but come on, it’s a job at the government, my hopes weren’t so high, so after that I got a phone call from this company, they hired me, I started working there, met a lot of good persons and everything was going perfect… until January of 2016 started… I was happily doing a contract when my phone started ringing, I didn’t recognize the number but still decided to pick it up, it was the man from the government institution! he said that the vacant was finally approved and they needed me to start the job as soon as possible. I didn’t know what to do, or what to say, I mean, I really wanted to get that job but at the same time I was so happy with my current job, also, they wanted me to start it as soon as possible, I couldn’t leave my current job just like that… My mind was an hurricane, thinking and thinking, whether to accept that new job or stay in this company… it was like an opportunity that I will never get again, I’m not the kind of person who has contacts at the government to get hired there, so, I was convinced that this opportunity was unique… I put in a balance everything and decided to talk with my current boss… it was a long talk, he offered me a promotion to stay, but it wasn’t about getting promoted, it was about something more, something different, so with the pain of my heart and with a lot of shame I decided to quit. Last week was the last one at the company, I left everything in order, finished all that I had to do and said thanks to every single person whom I am thankful with. I don’t know if my decision was the correct one, or if I’m going to regret it, but I believe that this life is about taking risks, fail and stand up again, because if we stay in a comfort zone we will never live the life, we will never reach our dreams.
I start my new job this Tuesday, because Monday is a day off, so I am going to spend these days studying the laws and regulations that this position requires. Right now I am drinking a big mug of coffee and I don’t plan to leave this chair until I feel confident with my study.
Alright, I don’t know what else to say because I don’t know what life holds me to, but I trust it’s going to be an interesting risk 😉