I have some days off, decided to come to my town, stay with my parents, rest, breath some fresh air at the ranch (it’s where these pictures were taken at), but I won’t lie, I miss him so much, it’s strange, it feels so different now, I don’t feel the same way as I used to with him, now everything has been changing, since his father got ill, since we got the news of his disease, he wants to be with him all the time, and I don’t blame him, of course, it’s his father, I understand that he wants to be with him, but I don’t know, I don’t want to be selfish, of course I don’t, but I’d just like to spend some time with him…as we used to… okay, maybe not as we used to because he should spend more time with his father, but I just want to be with him. These days off, of course I decided to spend them with my parents, but it’s just that I  remember last year, when I also had these kind of days off, I spent them with him, we went to the hills riding our bikes, God, I loved those days, how I enjoyed those days. Yesterday, before I drove to my town, I asked him if he wanted to go to the hills and ride our bikes, as we used to when we had days off, he said no, because he had to be with his father, of course I understood, smiled and said that it was ok, but I just miss those days with him so much.We had some plans, plans that I guess won’t come true, at least not when I thought they were going to happen…


It’s funny how you think you have your future planned, how you think you finally found that special someone, someone who you love so damn much, so deep, and you think that nothing could come between you both, nothing could screw it up, and suddenly, everything changes. I guess that’s life uh?


But I don’t know, I don’t know if I am the problem; sometimes I do think that the true problem it’s me…




Publicado por ElisaGz

Law student // Fashion addicted

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